Glitz, glam, step into the world of fast-paced Hollywood. The modern artifice of a gripping, edge-of-your-seat movie, a 12 laughs per minute comedy, or a dizzying stimulate the fight or flight nervous system drama, leaving one feeling washed up on a beach with a starfish in your mouth even though you’ve never left your seat. I am careful about what movies I’ll subject myself to, preferring to create my own adventures in real life as I often feel like I’m living inside the movie I’ve just seen for a week or two. Still, one can practice virtual surrendering to what is, whether its falling through space at the speed of light, kissing cannibal spears, or witnessing the horror of the battle of the Lonely Mountain. It, after all, like life, is just an illusion. An illusion of experience that really isn’t happening according to quantum physics. We are 99.9% space and life is itself a hologram. My dear, sweet Alice . . . how far down the rabbit hole are you willing to go? Sitting in a plush, velvet seat the farther the better! But what if the rabbit hole never ends? Truth is, in this expanding universe, it never does.
Be, live, embrace all experience. Find stability and connection within your own heart. It is the only reality that is sure and steadfast, that won’t pull away beneath your feet.


Hi Lenaye – Loved your post. Appropriate for the season, too, when we all start to get a little unhinged!
I just wanted to let you know that I had success at Women to Women. Marcelle Pick got my food sensitivities down from 72 foods to 19!!! I no longer have Candida (although I still have too much yeast) and I no longer have leaky gut syndrome. But I do still have lead poisoning, and now my gut is strong enough to start taking care of that. So I’ve hooked up with the D’Adamo Institute in Portsmouth (The Eat By Your Blood Type people.) Just like Women to Women, it’s costing a fortune, but it seems to be working. I’m going to retake the lead test in three months to see if it’s helping. I think it’s going to help my digestion and my allergies at the same time, so I’m pretty pumped about it – except that it involves a weekly colonic. Ugh! Anyway, when all this is over, I’ll be back for a badly needed tune up.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you and your adorable children!
Elaina